What are your biggest challenges?
This is a hard one as I struggle with a lot of things. But I suppose my biggest challenges revolve around people. I’ve never done well forming and sustaining any form of relationship, I can barely hold down a friendship let alone anything more.
Whether it be because of my autism or past events, I’m not sure. But I do know that it’s something I’ve struggled with the most. My emotions and responses – my ability to control them is still limited, I react quickly and often badly instead of taking that minute to breathe and let reason take over.
I often feel like I’m living in a constant fear of crossing some social boundary or line, doing something inappropriate or unwanted, and upsetting people in the process. People are just too complicated for me to wrap my head around.
I’m sure I’ll get it someday, though! Just gotta keep learning from my mistakes…
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